I stopped writing it, u know, Form 5, the SPM, the result that can decide how expensive your tertiary studies. The better the result, the lesser u pay for ur college tuition fee. Well.... i din make it as well as what i targeted. 5A+, 2A, 2A- and my chinese i got B+. I cant declare myself as straight A passer in my entire major exams. Damn not feeling good.
Hanging around cool gang, speaking english like laosai, cracking the jokes that really a joke (not the lame one), getting to a higher lvl of self-esteem.....Scenes tat i imagined how my college life would likely be. How sophisticated. How wonderful. Most of them runs the opposite. So glad that i hav kwang hua-rians CATer in my group. That's also how my chinese speaking life continues. And thg i must admit, I am a slow adjuster when im alone in a whole new environment. I need stress to push me to speak, to speak english!!!
Feel happy to have gathering with my buddies. Always feel the coziest, the freest to hang out. We still link :D
Im so admired friends who speaking english in class. They dun speak chinese even a portion of their classmates familiar with the language. Oh, it's Taylor.
If the web of people is a big puzzle, they would be the part that fixed on it firmly.
