It's a challenge for me being the president of yyc and rakan pembaca, really hope tat i can do well. At times, dunno why i will feel fear of the posts i get. It's sound very admired by others but in reality-----> not a piece of cake. I know, i know, im not tat well in leader-ring the whole group or holding a meeting and not sociable enough to hav a humorous interaction. "GIVE UP" and "SO-SO PERFORMANCE" in the posts are attacking my mind. NO! I cant be like tat.
Turing back the clock. Do they not i wan and desire when my first step into kwang hua? Yes, they do. These are WHAT I WAN and now i hav seized the chances, i shall DO THE BEST!
Pei Yong, u can do it. Believe urself =D
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Hav i make my right choice for continue being a librarian and giving up the UBK? Im for sure the latter. My enthusiasm has stop burning, there is only left the real friendship. I like the FRIDARIANS: dicksen, shaoying, hueyyeong, kaiser and the emo boyboy ---> zhi xuan. And also others: chujing, yingjing, ruixin.....mayb left out some...hehe. Feel depressed to involve the activities, it will only make me more depressed and depressed. Is it the last experience cause my change? Probably.
Standing at the crossroad, looking at the paths, which one gonna i choose? **torturing**
I WAN TO LEAVE TIS PLACE. It makes me inconfident and i hate it. I wan to pop out more time for my study. How odd if there is a form5 suddenly change her uniform into the normal one and not a librarian. Haizz.... i should more persendirian at the beginning.
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As Ketua Papan Notis in marathon, words for myself :
Be what you are in nature. And don't shape urself into others.
It will make u sad at the end. You know tat u like to RUN. So, continue burning ur passion.
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Tidy up my precise mind and cope up with my studies during the holidays =D