It's not because i failed to play well. It just that i have prepared, although it's a late preparation. It's the best technique and emotional preparation I've done. I was
disappointed because i can't get used to the different environment, I can't get used to the different piano which was brand new and soft key. I SHOULD"T be liked tat. I SHOULDN'T panicked after playing wrong notes. I SHOULD'T! I SHOULDN'T!
It is Grade 7 now, not the intermediate grade. Those silly dilemmas shouldn't happen on a 7 Grader. I should be enough experience and shouldn't affect by the change of circumstance.
Maybe....they are not the reasons. Maybe i'm giving excuses.
Anyway, i believe there is still miracle & lady luck for me to get MERIT. Who know?
